The hottest love has the coldest end.

I'm truly lost.

2011-04-18T22:15:00.004+08:00

A year has gone. This is officially a dead blog but I want update it today.

Nothing much is going on with my typical life lately. It has always been tests and assignments. What a boring life huh,I know. Friends? oh well.. I'm drifting away from each of them a little by little.I have more passers-by in my life than I thought there would be. They come and go in a blink of an eye.. I'm not sure whether it is my problem or not. I always ask myself if I'm a good friend..i guess the answer is NO. If i'm a friend that is worthy to be kept, I wouldn't feel lonely. I know that I still have true friends. I love them with all my heart. Sometimes, I have so much to tell them and yet I am truly bad in expressing my emotions. I'm pretty confused.

I stare at the gloomy night sky,

I can't catch a glimpse of sparkle star,

memories are running through my thoughts,

smiling,wishing,praying how wonderful it is to be loved.

Lord, I've been an ignorant brat. I need someone with great faith to guide me back to the right path. Life seems clueless and empty without Your presence in me. Bring me back,Lord..

Tweeny Weeny in my life

2010-04-19T20:40:00.008+08:00

I've been really busy for the past weeks.

All these are going to end very soon.

I'm thankful for everything He has given me. The Lord has been good to me and I shall praise Him no matter what.

Last fornight,I've participated in the MSSKL Zon Pudu.

100m didn't turn out as well as I thought it would be. Thanks to my left ankle,who betrayed me at the time of crisis. But still..I had a great time with my team in 4X100m: Emily Leong, Hui Wen, Pauline and Manstanue.

Without them, the gold medal wouldn't be in my hand.

and for those who didn't know, We lost BADLY in Basketball Girl U18. Nvm:D

In the other hand, I had loads of fun there and extracted experience from those matches.

Very different from netball..

Sport makes you go HIGH!

Last but not least, I miss being a 'poser'...LOL

so....

Hoping Sports Day Rehearsal will turn out well tomorrow!

IMMA BLUE, IMMA BLUE,

WE'RE WE'RE WE'RE BLUE! :D

EASY OR HARD?

2010-02-18T23:14:00.002+08:00

All good is hard. All evil is easy. Dying, losing, cheating, and mediocrity is easy. Stay away from easy. by Scott Alexander

I should go for the HARD ways~

I can't get enough of satisfaction from EASY.

if everything is EASY,there will be humanly disastrous.

SO, work hard:)

FYI: The above phrases crossed my mind. Then I decided to post this:)

MANA ANGPOWKU?

2010-02-15T17:32:00.004+08:00

I'm here to wish all of you a Happy Chinese New Year!

My day started with a big angpow. another big angpow and another huge angpow.

It feels great!XD

As usual,

I wake up early in the morning, spend hours to look good, in and out of houses and wishing everyone, " GONG HEI FAT CHOI!" " where is my angpow?(monologue)".

Oh oh oh! Before i forget, Happy Valentine's Day! (I know I'm 1 day late)

I don't know how it feels like to celebrate Valentine's Day with someone..

but I do hope that all of you who had celebrated this occasion with your love ones would have enjoyed yourselves:)

toodles~

reflection of 2009

2010-01-28T00:30:00.006+08:00

I'ts half past midnight now..

I'm here,blogging for no reason.

missed those 2009 moments.

all my friends&family are awesome! They have brought colours into my life.

I'm praying hard..hoping that 2010 will turn out to be the best year in my high school life.

Don't miss the fun,people! BUT do take this year seriously as we're enjoying ourselves.

DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE SPM-.-

till then~ good nightxD

2010:the beginning of the end

2010-01-22T22:23:00.004+08:00

I know it has been very long since the last time I updated my blog.

I'm in the right mood again:)

will start my blogging life once more~

2010 has started in a blink of an eye.. I felt like I've just woke up from my dreamland into reality,where all the truths and lies exist together.

-I shall continue to glorify Your Name-

ps: I'll relink most of you again^^ and update all my status..

Good night,peeps!xoxos

Why is it so hard to reverse time?

2009-09-20T23:59:00.007+08:00

My life has been great without school.

I'm not saying that school isn't fun.

But I realised I've lost the true meaning of going to the school besides extracting knowledges,of course.

Friendships are fading. Maybe that's just me?

I can feel the loneliness grabbing me to its side.

I can't breathe. I can't resist.

All I know is that the gap between my friends and I are getting further apart.

I've been praying hard. Hoping my Lord will pull me back towards Him and yes,I know He will:D

I was blanked out. Confused about ways of expressing my emotions.

After all these emotions are poured out from my mind ,

i'm a happy girl once again!

We took this last night

This tutor of mine taught me alot. Changing my attitudes,explaining the words of God all this while. Teaching me the meaning of life.

She is like no one else.

Dedicated to Faith♥

2009-09-10T01:32:00.010+08:00

This post is dedicated to Faith Chong,The Belated Birthday Girl ♥

Form 2 memories

(seriously..we looked horrible) ahah!

Visiting Joy=D

10th BB anniversary

♥ Isn't it funny when teachers always mistaken both of us. I'm still wondering why..

Especially Pn.Gong who always calls me FAITH CHONG-.- Even in Form 2, some ex Form 5 dudes asked me, "Are you faith or Yee Lian?" It's frustrating sometimes but come to think about it now,It puts a smile on my face :)

Don't know what to say anymore.

You're such good friend. This fact will never change.

Good night~

Track Of Time

2009-09-10T01:06:00.008+08:00

I know it's 1am in the morning now.

I can't seem to sleep. So i decided to blog after abandoned it for quite long.

As far as I experienced, life is getting tougher each day. Each generation will face a a bigger challenge. Few years back, I was still a typical girl who was having fun and spent her days happily. Now, I'm really glad the time is passing fast but whenever I mark 'X' on each day which has passed,I'm beggining to worry.

A failure is someone who doesn't know her purpose

in life. Therefore, she doesn't has any direction to lead to her destination.

owh owh! Before I forget, our sch participated in 'Go For 9' event on 09-09-2009 at 9am. Yup. The students gathered in the field and sang a song titled 'This Is Our Country'. It was quite fun singing along with friends:)

Chorus:

This is my country, 這是我的國家..

Ini negaraku, yi de ye na de..

This is my country,where God has found me..

And we will stand and offer it untill the end.

I ♥ Malaysia Tee'

Yeah..i guess that's all for now! good night.

[I dont want to lose track of time]

Best wishes:Big Butt

2009-08-07T15:54:00.010+08:00

sorry Mans aka Big Butt for posting late. Since both of us got FEVERtogether! =.=Don't get upset anymore alright? So many of us are always by your side.

SO yeahh.. I remember the first time we met in school. I first said " What is you name again? Mastany? It's so hard to pronounce your name!" and we were walking back from the computer lab:)

It wasn't easy to socialize with you at first. your tomboyish style..haha

You would comment almost everything I owned, my clothes or even the way I act!

But now, I'm used to it..It takes time to adapt myself to a 'new' surrounding.

After all those long stories.. I'm just trying to wish you a

HAPPY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY;D

I have SOOOOO much more to say but this post will be super draggy If I would wanna move on.

AND YES...i HAVE A LOAD OF HER PICTURES. DOn't ask me why.

we talk together

we run together

we laugh together

we argue together

we're in blue shirts together!

My temporary memories

2009-07-29T18:24:00.007+08:00

I've been listening to Daughtry's new realeased album, Leave This Town for one week.

Thank you very much for getting me the album(you know who you are)=D I'll treasure it for sure.

I know it's been 3 weeks since i blogged.

School days are always the same except today.

We had MAD COW session and yes..it stands for Make A Different,Change Our World.

It's a talk session concerning about relationship and sex education.

Here's some pictures of my friend's 21st birthday in Jogoya.

The birthday boy

His girlfriend

Both of our family are good friends=D btw,this looked like a family photo=.=

Last but no least,

C.H.E.E.R.S!from me

and yeup..my new bff(braces)

A reason to start over new~

2009-07-08T22:53:00.004+08:00

Currently in love with The Reason-Hoobastank
I was checking out my music folder and I found this song. I used to love it and I got annoyed by it. Now, I fall in love with it for the 2nd time.

-I'm not a perfect person and many things I wish I didnt't do-

Back to my life path.
Recently, I made a few new friends and relationships between those people I barely talk grow stronger. Overall, I'm quite satisfied=D
I realized I've been avoiding my friends around me back in a few months time. It's my problem, I guess? At this time being, I'm being myself again. hold on! (Am I talkative?)

Alright..Last Sat, I had a chance to attend Yik Jun's birthday party(Yik Shan's bro)I was looking forward to that day. I seriously missed her A LOT. and yeah..I met a guy named Clement who studies in my school BUT I have no idea who he was. lol and some guy named Ian.We laughed the whole night. Jas And I enjoyed ourselves and Y.Shan too. Maybe Shandy made us drunk? I dont think so...

I won't elaborate the party in details. As long as we know it in our heart, it's good enough.

❤,
Elise

'Salon'

2009-06-27T22:01:00.003+08:00

Addicted to Insomnia by Craig David recently
No idea why..I've been listening to it for 18times today. and yes..I counted it

Today,I was planning to go to the salon-of-my-choice for a haircut but ended up in a beauty salon with my mum-.-
I was observing my mum during her keep-fit treatment. boring~
So I went into a sauna for half an hour. Later, Some lady came to massaged my shoulder and did some weird removing dead skin treatment. It was awkward alright.
Soon, I just slept. too relaxing I guess?

and yeah.. I hate bringing out my camera all the time. too lazy.
I don't like my new phone that much. walkman phone produces 'cacated' pictures..

SO..no pictures! oops

Pinocchio!

2009-06-26T20:31:00.007+08:00

I have an empty feeling about this blog. dunno why..
I felt something is missing..

now..back on track. I've put braces for a fortnight. It was OK except the first few days. Torturing=.= not that it hurts but I can't eat! I was suspended from eating snacks and chips. The orthodontist told me I couldn't eat HARD stuffs=potato chips(HOW PATHETIC....)

Luckily, my mum went to my favourite bakery every few days just to get me cakes and buy me ice-cream every two days. how sweet of you~

Love you lots,mommy=D

Here's my tagggg!
by FAITH~.~

1. Have you been ever asked out?
of course?

2. Where was your default picture being taken?
No Idea

3. What is your middle name?
yee??

4. Your current relationship status?
s.i.n.g.l.e

5. Does your crush like you back?
lame question..don't have a crush

6. What is your current mood?
sleepy zzz

7. What color of underwear are you wearing?
................................
dunno how to answer

8. What color shirt are you wearing?
pink-.-

9. Missing something?
shopping experiences

10. If you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
build a stronger relationship among my primary classmates

11. If you must be an animal one day, what?
no way~

12. Ever had a near death experience?
almost? my mum was blocking me when a car is dashing towards me and she hurt her leg..how loving=D

13. Something you do a lot?
SLEEP!

14. The song stuck in your head?
Beat it-Michael Jackson~ the radio and tv kept on repeating his songs
(oh btw, R.I.P MJ)

15. Who did you copy and paste from?
Bimbo faith

16. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
I'm not sure

17. When was the last time you cried?
a week ago? a touching part in cantonese drama

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
not at all!

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
I would love to read minds

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Their eyes

21. What do you usually order from starbucks?
Caramel Cream( nikki intro me this..) *thumb's up*

22. What's your biggest secret?
In your dream!

23. Favorite color?
baby blue

24. Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
Yeah! The fairy odd parents and totally spies!

25. What's on your walls?
A Frame with a picture of PINOCCHIO

26. What are you?
Human!

27. Do you speak any other language?
Cantonese:D

28. What's your favorite smell?
Famous Amos cookies!

29. Describe your life in one word
Moon

30. Have you ever kissed in the rain?
I don't wanna get sick

31. What are you thinking about right now?
what time am I suppose to wake up tmr?

32..33. What should you be doing?
Sleeping and update songs in my phone

34. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
kwok Quah. He just can't stop 'landing' his hands on my face(I bet he nvr wash his hand)

35. How often do u talk to God?
Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday

36. Do you like working in the yard?
yes if somebody fun is around!

37. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
I don't get this question

38. Do you act differently around the person you like?
yeupp! I tend to smile frequently and talk more than usual

39. What is your natural hair color?
dunno. what is my hair colour?

40. Who was the last person to make you cry?
Don't remember-.-

I tag :-
hui wen
Chi kit
Fanny
Cher maine

This is a BORING post.

2009-06-06T23:16:00.005+08:00

I'll look HORRIBLE after next week!
I don't think I want to say announce it here. maybe after school starts?

I woke up at 7.30am this morning and headed to Genting Highland. Reached there at 10.45am. Everywhere was crowded. Ughh.. I hate going there during school holidays and public holidays.

I didn't know today is Agong's birthday until afternoon. although I don't know 'baginda'..
still...
Happy Birthday!

Genting was BORING. I'm sick of all those rides.
ANd yeah..I was wondering around First World.. SHOPPING
not exactly shopping laa..
just walked around because I was bored and my mom was in the casino.
I had stomachache too-.-
what a day!

Later, my mom,bro, mommy's friend and I went to Raub for the sake of ICE KACANG. SO tasty..mmm(who cares whether I got stomachache or not as long as it's yummy)

Then we went home:)

*no pictures for this post. Wasn't in the right mood for it

2009-06-01T19:11:00.004+08:00

What's the 1st thing to do during holidays??
FIX MY 'cacated' HAIR!
nothing else better to do. Going to the salon is the best decision. just straighten my hair. chemicals smells-gross
now I miss my not-so-puffy hair:(

yesterday....
My grandpa belanja makan. He was so happy. That smiling expression! AHHhh..I'll remember that for life=D
I had a good time with my cousin too. missing those times we used to spent together.

Please ignore the blurness. This is the clearest among all

Have to start planning for this holidays! There is so much that I can do.
Now..where should I start? haha!

see yaz*winks*

HOLD ON! everything has to end with me right?

My cam-whore days gonna start again!

DONE.
~~*Smooches*~~

New chapters of life

2009-05-30T15:15:00.003+08:00

I'm back blogging again:)

This time,I decided to use a something simple and WHITE as my new skin.
(My mind is almost pure..)

I've been using BLACK for past few years.

And please don't mind me. It's been quite a while since I blogged. I need some time to get back on track

oh oh oh!! Exams are OVER.hahahahaha
I'M SO HAPPY! pimples will pop-out during stressful sessions-.-they're gone NOW.
I thank God for guiding me till the end of exams.

Yesterday, Our school celebrated Teacher's Day
Talk about buying presents for two of our beloved teachers. It was a hectic-.- trust me
But I'm glad I took the effort to look for them. In the end,Faith bought the presentsXD

I got this picture from Roy's blog.

Half of the classmates weren't there

For more infos, please go to these following blogs:
Sue
Roy

After school, we went to The Gardens for a movie. Night At The Museum 2
I rate it 6/10
The first movie was better. Why? because the 2nd movie wasn't exciting enough.

Before I go,

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!^^