I'm truly lost.
Monday, April 18, 2011 x 4/18/2011 10:15:00 PM
A year has gone. This is officially a dead blog but I want update it today. Nothing much is going on with my typical life lately. It has always been tests and assignments. What a boring life huh,I know. Friends? oh well.. I'm drifting away from each of them a little by little.I have more passers-by in my life than I thought there would be. They come and go in a blink of an eye.. I'm not sure whether it is my problem or not. I always ask myself if I'm a good friend..i guess the answer is NO. If i'm a friend that is worthy to be kept, I wouldn't feel lonely. I know that I still have true friends. I love them with all my heart. Sometimes, I have so much to tell them and yet I am truly bad in expressing my emotions. I'm pretty confused.
I stare at the gloomy night sky,
I can't catch a glimpse of sparkle star,
memories are running through my thoughts,
smiling,wishing,praying how wonderful it is to be loved.
Lord, I've been an ignorant brat. I need someone with great faith to guide me back to the right path. Life seems clueless and empty without Your presence in me. Bring me back,Lord..
