My life has been great without school. I'm not saying that school isn't fun. But I realised I've lost the true meaning of going to the school besides extracting knowledges,of course. Friendships are fading. Maybe that's just me? I can feel the loneliness grabbing me to its side. I can't breathe. I can't resist.
All I know is that the gap between my friends and I are getting further apart.
I've been praying hard. Hoping my Lord will pull me back towards Him and yes,I know He will:D
I was blanked out. Confused about ways of expressing my emotions.
After all these emotions are poured out from my mind ,
i'm a happy girl once again!
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We took this last night
This tutor of mine taught me alot. Changing my attitudes,explaining the words of God all this while. Teaching me the meaning of life.
She is like no one else.
♥ 9/20/2009 11:59:00 PM
This post is dedicated to Faith Chong,The Belated Birthday Girl ♥
Form 2 memories
(seriously..we looked horrible) ahah!
Visiting Joy=D
10th BB anniversary
♥ Isn't it funny when teachers always mistaken both of us. I'm still wondering why..
Especially Pn.Gong who always calls me FAITH CHONG-.- Even in Form 2, some ex Form 5 dudes asked me, "Are you faith or Yee Lian?" It's frustrating sometimes but come to think about it now,It puts a smile on my face :)
Don't know what to say anymore.
You're such good friend. This fact will never change.
Good night~
♥ 9/10/2009 01:32:00 AM
I know it's 1am in the morning now.
I can't seem to sleep. So i decided to blog after abandoned it for quite long.
As far as I experienced, life is getting tougher each day. Each generation will face a a bigger challenge. Few years back, I was still a typical girl who was having fun and spent her days happily. Now, I'm really glad the time is passing fast but whenever I mark 'X' on each day which has passed,I'm beggining to worry.
A failure is someone who doesn't know her purpose
in life. Therefore, she doesn't has any direction to lead to her destination.
owh owh! Before I forget, our sch participated in 'Go For 9' event on 09-09-2009 at 9am. Yup. The students gathered in the field and sang a song titled 'This Is Our Country'. It was quite fun singing along with friends:)
Chorus:
This is my country, 這是我的國家..
Ini negaraku, yi de ye na de..
This is my country,where God has found me..
And we will stand and offer it untill the end.
I ♥ Malaysia Tee'
Yeah..i guess that's all for now! good night.
[I dont want to lost track of time]
♥ 9/10/2009 01:06:00 AM
sorry Mans aka Big Butt for posting late. Since both of us got FEVERtogether! =.=Don't get upset anymore alright? So many of us are always by your side.
SO yeahh.. I remember the first time we met in school. I first said " What is you name again? Mastany? It's so hard to pronounce your name!" and we were walking back from the computer lab:)
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It wasn't easy to socialize with you at first. your tomboyish style..haha
You would comment almost everything I owned, my clothes or even the way I act!
But now, I'm used to it..It takes time to adapt myself to a 'new' surrounding.
After all those long stories.. I'm just trying to wish you a
HAPPY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY;D
I have SOOOOO much more to say but this post will be super draggy If I would wanna move on.
AND YES...i HAVE A LOAD OF HER PICTURES. DOn't ask me why.
we talk together
we run together
we laugh together
we argue together
we're in blue shirts together!
♥ 8/07/2009 03:54:00 PM
I've been listening to Daughtry's new realeased album, Leave This Town for one week.
Thank you very much for getting me the album(you know who you are)=D I'll treasure it for sure.
I know it's been 3 weeks since i blogged.
School days are always the same except today.
We had MAD COW session and yes..it stands for Make A Different,Change Our World.
It's a talk session concerning about relationship and sex education.
Here's some pictures of my friend's 21st birthday in Jogoya.
The birthday boy
His girlfriend
Both of our family are good friends=D btw,this looked like a family photo=.=
Last but no least,
C.H.E.E.R.S!from me
and yeup..my new bff(braces)
♥ 7/29/2009 06:24:00 PM
Currently in love with
The Reason-HoobastankI was checking out my music folder and I found this song. I used to love it and I got annoyed by it. Now, I fall in love with it for the 2nd time.
-I'm not a perfect person and many things I wish I didnt't do-
Back to my life path.
Recently, I made a few new friends and relationships between those people I barely talk grow stronger. Overall, I'm quite satisfied
=DI realized I've been avoiding my friends around me back in a few months time. It's my problem, I guess? At this time being, I'm being myself again. hold on! (Am I talkative?)
Alright..Last Sat, I had a chance to attend Yik Jun's birthday party(Yik Shan's bro)I was looking forward to that day. I seriously missed her A LOT. and yeah..I met a guy named Clement who studies in my school BUT I have no idea who he was. lol and some guy named Ian.
We laughed the whole night. Jas And I enjoyed ourselves and Y.Shan too. Maybe Shandy made us drunk? I dont think so...I won't elaborate the party in details. As long as we know it in our heart, it's good enough.
♥ 7/08/2009 10:53:00 PM
Addicted to
Insomnia by Craig David recentlyNo idea why..I've been listening to it for 18times today. and yes..I counted it
Today,I was planning to go to the salon-of-my-choice for a haircut but ended up in a beauty salon with my mum-.-
I was observing my mum during her
keep-fit treatment. boring~
So I went into a sauna for half an hour. Later, Some lady came to massaged my shoulder and did some weird removing dead skin treatment. It was awkward alright.
Soon, I just slept. too relaxing I guess?
and yeah.. I hate bringing out my camera all the time. too lazy.
I don't like my new phone that much. walkman phone produces 'cacated' pictures..
SO..no pictures! oops
♥ 6/27/2009 10:01:00 PM
